redonkulous!

Working my ass off these past 5 days. Wow. Sickness has overcome me like the smell of grandma perfume. Reminding myself to breathe. Ahhh

How I used to manage so much in my world and suddenly I am overwhelmed. Constantly at battle with myself. My two very distinct personalities attack each other at times that they should be working cohesivley together.

I know it seems as though everything in your personal universe is against you. This is a reminder that it is not true. You are in control more than you think. Only you can control your own actions, and how you react to others actions. How you react is how your day will go. Mind over matter.

Well I leave you with amazing song lyrics from Pearl Jam, classic american artists. I envy them and the life that they have had making music. The times certainly have changed, doing what you love just isnt as easy anymore. How I wish that I could live on the road making music and having people love it, 60's status. Tonight I will dream of 1967 and seeing live music.



AMEN